Heavy weighs the morning light, as shadows barely fade,
My head is weary and in pain, as always as of late.
Maybe I have given up, maybe I am tired,
Gone is every single dream, all the things admired.
When I close these broken eyes I still can see the sun,
It burns my inner demon’s heart, from whom I cannot run.
His devlish claws they burn my flesh, they scrape away my bone,
And when they’re done I will not falter, but I will be alone.
Not a single tear is left, my body it is empty,
I feel like it is just a duty, like I’m standing sentry.
Everyday it is the same, all that’s left is pain,
Empty has my soul become, as empty as my brain.
And yet I stand and look around, I open up these eyes,
I fight the pain and carry on, I wash away these lies.
For all these demons in my heart, for all the pain I feel,
I know that every wound can fade, that every scar can heal.
And once I will stand here again, within the sun’s bright light,
My eyes I’ll close and feel the peace, like an eternal night.
A darkness that can wash away the memories of past,
And all that’s there be here and now, day on until the last.